Stories up the Ground

Posted on June 23, 2006 by c3sla-v.
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The lightning struck atop the foggy buildings and the full lenght window was splashed with water bits. Tints of fog rose from a near by cloud. The shuffle of blinds filled the room like a Silent Hill movie. And for a second, it was louder than the speaker voice of Green Day, Blink 184 and the rest… I slid the balcony door to a close. The sound of thunder was non stop, erupting every second, crying with the sync of alternative rock. Wasn’t the sun just rose awhile ago? At 1:43PM, the sun seemed to have hid below the sea. The blue comforter was changed with pink. And the scent of room fragrance like in malls were sprayed. After a while, the thunder shook immensely that the power supply of a near by plug seemed to have sparked a meter away & I lost my connection for a mili second. What in the world??? How do I post this??? Maybe a lil.. later…  >,<

Clouds like Dolphins, Shells and Sand Casltes

Posted on June 18, 2006 by c3sla-v.
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It was a long journey to reach the island of azure deep water, white pearly, shell streamed shore and shadowy mountains with a limitless sky burning as the sun collapse… Boracay. The island of palm trees with lanterns, of stylish huts and white sand. I had it all pictured in my mind, a peaceful ambiance that I’ve been to years ago. We rode a jet plane for a 35 minutes ride to Cataclan. The coulds, like the water, I imagined to swam at. But as the wind seem to shake us, I thought of the waves crashing… One has to learn to swim to be safe at the island. After a 35 minutes ride, we hopped off the plane and into the dusty grounds of Cataclan. We had a ride to the dock wherein we were fetched by some boats. The boats were made of wood and bamboos. Boracay was more or less a sight to behold from afar. The stations had a welcoming ambiance of chairs, umbrellas, bamboos, palm trees and sand castles. The hut was beneath the frontier. The houses were designed for an aquatic blend- manors, native huts and cottages.

At a white resort, we checked in two rooms in which each room contained 2 large beds. My room contained a balcony, with pink old florals as sheets, an aquatic quilt matching the curtains, a dresser, vanity table, a tv and a coffee table with cuschion seats. On it’s first floor, there was a cottage-like, meadowy restaurant. Extending to its lawn where passers had meals on tables with umbrellas. From the ancient memories of native straw huts- now, Boracay turned into a modern beach resort where manors go beyond 2 floors.

The night calls, and I saw the sun look like flamigo’s feathers. Pink, purple, orange and red. The sun was a mixture of every eye-sore, but ironically, pleasing. With our eyes avoiding the heated rays, we headed beneath the palm trees and had dinner at a grill restaurant. The beach turned dark. Sand castles were lighted with bottled candles. The laterns on the palm trees were radiating soft rays as if the sun didn’t set. The night was alive and it was enjoyable to have a dim dinner of grilled steaks, squid and my personaly choice- choco banana shake.

The night went on, from the shore to the so called "The Mall". At the heart of the outlets and restaurants was a sign pointing to a lively alley. The Mall consisted of a lighted ferriswheel encircled by all imaginable delicacy restaurants- from Mongkok’s, Bangkok’s, a typical Cindy’s, Andok’s, the Spanish Ole, and the this and that… Blinded by the lights, suffocating from different scent of cuisines… We heard the beach music at an attractive house similar to the Lord of the Rings. With a stage band playing, we ate at the d Hobbits where even the waiters/waitresses were as small as LOTR’s hobbits. The last place hatt we went to was near the water. With only tall bamboos protecting the place from the tide, we listened to a rocker/acoustic modern singer while we had midnight snack.

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SATURDAY

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Sometimes, getting up is the hardest thing to do. I woke up at Boracay, in one of those white manors where I have the view of the palm trees and some other native structures. I have a balcony right next to my floral bed, a spinning chandelair/fan and aircondition. I though I caught a cold at that time. I haven’t even had a swim yet…

Stalls were all around us- hena, perm tatoos, massages and hair braids were a usual occupation. Clothes, furnitures, lamps, souvenirs, etc. etc. Everything that a shopper wanted was at Boracay- may it be at the form of an outlet, a posh shop or a street shop…

I went speed boating to an island with them. We stayed at the far off island-raft where in we floated and waited for the jet skiers. People were loud and lively at the raft. They said the raft was anchored on a rock 10 feet below. Without the anchor, we would’ve been swept to a visible sight from the raft- which was Palawan. Jet ski required the skills of a swimmer, a driver and a dare devil. Swimming was a must to survive being far off the shore and unto the deep water. Since the jet ski have no breaks, the engine was stopped through turning off the ignition (similar to driving a car). A dare devil is needed since to do all these at once and to enjoy it needs an adventurist unafraid to face the worst. Atop the jet skiers was the view of parasailers… They have vests similar to parachutes but they sailed from the sky and landed back to the boat without getting wet. Parasailer was known to be the most dangerous stunt in the island. After jet skiing, we thought of banana boating. But when we saw the banana boat flipped in the middle of the ocean… we thought we’d go swimming instead. We spent the afternoon swimming and using our boards to float. The sun was utmost hot and the water was warm which beckoned people who were sweating badly on the shore. The water was refreshing even though it was salty and it was really painful on the eyes. A sprinkle of the salt water turned my eyes bloody red. And with the strong rays of the sun, one couldn’t see through clearly…

The sky was a beauty and for a while, the sun set was breathaking. The sky was a mere reflection of the water. And the more we looked at the sky, the more we fell close to sleep. Instead of tiring ourself, we headed to the other stalls that we missed at the mall. We reached the Regency where there was an accoustic band playing. However, we felt droplets of rain and since we already had enough of getting soaked for the day, we transfered to the Wave, an indor & airconditioned disco.

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SUNDAY

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One of the memorable moments at Boracay was my mom giving a piece of something to a stray dog. We gave a malnourished stray dog a a plate of a dozen rib bones. He was thin and sickly that’s why, among all dogs, we gave the left overs to him. After that incident, we didn’t know that small things could mean much to those lil ones. Everytime we saw him, his tail wags, his eyes glittered a hint of joy and longing of wanting to be brought home! Or atleast, to be with as a companion. The stray dog followed us from the night we fed him, through the times we had coffee breaks (he stayed nearby and foreigners tried to shoo him)… and on our last day he followed us as we went to the van that fetched us… I looked back to the eyes of a warm dog and remembered my own pet at home. I looked back at him until I saw him as a tiny dot who was still looking at us from afar. I looked at him as he sat at an Island rich of everything that was beautiful. I remember how he just wrap himself on the white sand, how he ate left overs and how he stroll with the dim lights of The Mall… A paradise could sometimes have a lack in it. That dog should be taken cared of or be sent to a VET or have a bath at least. Upclose, I don’t think I can just dispose how the bumps on his skin looked like and how close he was to be called a "shaved" dog :( But sometimes, it is this imperfection that makes me realize that this is LIFE. No more, no less. One can’t have everything. Even a place rich of white sand, crystal water would have its speck of imperfection seen in the eyes of stray malnourished dog…

We rode a boat from Boracay and back to the dock. We rode a van from the dock to the Airport. Then we went home riding the small plane that really scared the (@*# outta me. Imagine, bad weather was at sight. I looked out my window and saw gray clouds look like comets being splashed unto us. Then we keep on tilting and we faced turbulence for the whole ride. What in the world?!?!? We landed at the airline and until now, I have the clear vision of what I saw thousands of feet from the ground- I saw the clouds shaped like dolphins… crashing onto the comets… boy, did it just rain a bit! That was the scarriets part of it all!

Untouchables Unedited

Posted on June 14, 2006 by c3sla-v.
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I, official Untouchables Commentator, posted every unedited version of my commentaries. They are all piled in one site in which I share only to the Untouchables Koal Batch GM. However, as friends and even spectator of the Skoegul times, I might as well let you in the glimpse at the unedited siege report of Untouchables Chronicles - provided by live journal. The site is really- controversial, unadjusted and well- private. No comments needed though…

Cause if you wanna read the edited version (gramatically proofread by GM Koal & finalized), you have got to Pro Chaos boards though.

Days of my _

Posted on by c3sla-v.
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How do you define every second? A minute? A lifetime? Do they always count?

1…2…3…

"I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother;for those were some of the best times of my life."

…4…5…6…

“Twisted” by the Typhoon named Frances

Posted on June 4, 2006 by c3sla-v.
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This record was a letter sent to my close friend last September 14, 2004. Names have been omitted to provide anonymity. I have just found it somehere & I guess it deserves to be placed here:

To: anonymous

I understand dude, our lives should have been entitled "Twisted" from that novel cos, our life literally is! I don’t have news about phone calls here, dude, nobody told me anything about your calls. Sorry, I thought you got my message somewhere (telekenetic b daw? bwahah!). My trip in America is one of those times when I felt everything about (1st college crush) WAS CHANGED.

My trip dude, was one of those… that words can not explain. I’ve repeated the adventure so many times already dude so I guess I’ll just send you a record which I typed when I got home cos I hardly recall most of it (and i’ll add some stuff which are essential for you to know):

I went to NY & stayed at my Aunt’s house- at Queens, near the train station with the Hudson Street. the hurricane’s name in Florida at that time is also my name- FRANCES! So I was the reason ppl were evacuating from Florida and to other parts. Everyone seemed to know FRANCES so you might as well know how I felt… It was dangerous in NY one time cos Bush was in a convention in Madison when we were in Manhattan. We went to Madison Garden at that time (to book our trip to Tenessee- home of my motherside relatives) and there were about a hundred police (NYPD) everywhere. Creepy cos they never tell ppl what’s going on. But they were there protecting someone way up important. People rallied, roads were blocked and there was this RUSH. Think a modern set of edsa revolution with a touch of I ROBOT (a different setting and persepctive that you couldn’t relate to ^_^). I have pictures of the rally, its so funnee dude, i almost burst. You close your eyes, and everything is different. As if everything spins, busy busy. Just like some MTV video where the world spins like the train… time moved like the wind. and it moved me the same way.

Luckily we went to Nashville Tenessee which is far from the riots especially during Labor day (which happened to be Sale day.. so we couldnt’ help but get out). Dude, the trip to TN is soo far, it’s somewhere in the middle of the usa. We took a train ride and a bus just to see my relatives there. ***BUT everything else starts here. The trip to get to TN was about 2 days. 1st was the train (overnight, comfy seats, deluxe bathrooms), then 2nd day was the bus! It was a packed bus. I abhor bus, dude, but here- there’s no other way but to go with the flow. I sat beside a dude with a t-shirt YOU WOULDNT UNDERSTAND ME. And I looked at him and I almost dropped dead!!! My mom said he looked like a younger ronan keating & kian- blonde blue eyes, dude! He was listening to his walkman, texting with his small weird looking cellphone & he’s got this digital camera (silver one and he used it twice! and we knew he was touring too). INTERESTING THING happened when we stopped by a bus station & the blonde blue eyed dude asked me- do you both speak in english? he referred to me and my mom who was in front of us (papa went outside). I said yes. he asked, "so are you a chinese? japanese? taiwanese? vietnamese?" i kept on saying no on every guess he made. "Then where?". I said "i’m from Philippines" I said, then he smiled like someone I saw on the movies!! from that moment on, dude, i thought i found a NEW STANDARD (rockstar no more dude! tis is a revolution of mah soul!). he reflected everything that I looked for- decency, looks, rumor… i repeat- DECENCY! We talked about alot of whatever stuffs cos it was a 5 hour drive. Dude, it was the 5 hours of my life that I would remember. It was the 5 hours that can change any person. I would tell ya the details soon… but as of what i can remember, he had jokes (i’ll tell it to you soon, better when we meet than here.). He told me about my shoes which have air flops, he told me about station stops, everything under the sun. i asked him where we are & he just said "nowhere?". And surprising how we became close already in such a short span of time, he fixed my chair, was having break time food trips, etc.

Truly, we were nowhere. Country side was in view. BUT HERE’S THE TWIST: he was going to KNOXVILLE & my family and i are going to NASHVILLE! We missed the stop!!! Accck!!! We got dropped in Knoxville which is still far off in the state of TENESSEE!!!My dad got frantic and had to buy bus tickets from Knoxville station to NAshvile (about 30dollars each..)… but if you ask me, it was when I was lost when I was found. Or so I FOUND! I remember him sleeping with the sun making him look soo young, his hair a fair glow… and when he woke up he said his neck hurts… how can I not fall for a place where something memorable happened in it? I loved most Knoxville, TN cos that’s where this spark transpired dude. I dreamt of that dude at the night of Sept 6 (U.S. date & time)… it was a long way back home, sometimes spent wondering how in a million years can i meet someone like him again. N i tot, Knoxville will always be something to me. Dude i’ve always belive that there’s always someone for us, you’re lucky you found THE 1 YOU LIKE/LOVE in the grounds of your school where you can everyday see em (in your own sneaky way).. i found mine a thosuand km away from home and I got into his side by some twist of FATE cos I never was really supposed to be at Knoxville- but now I’m glad we got lost there.

It sounds surreal but I really did go head over hills, heaven and back, and turned **** into **** because of this!

So it goes on… Tenessee is calm, laid back… we dined in an aquarium restaurant i remmber to be at a Julian’s Mall. I loved it there cos I got my cousin there & we sorta try to catch up..

Far away, somewhere, light goes out. light, the sun, like the color of the blonde blue eyed dude… is where i was able to break away.

We had fun, the thrill of not knowing what’s going to happen, despite rallies, scarry people, uncertainties and THE REALLY BAD WEATHER. We survived near car accidents (2 happened, i was in 1. the other near car accident has my lolo…di naman natuluyan)… drivers in states are swerving cos they are drunkand stuff. Speed limit is above 60 & freeways have about 15 to 20 lanes. Yes, I counted and was overwhelmed. Knoxville, Tenessee… it was always dark there. As if to rain, from morning to evening but it didn’t. We celebraetd my early birthday with them (which is supposedly on October hehe…but since I’m there.. might as well you know celebrate it :) being there was a gift itself). And it’s sad to leave when you feel that you’re leaving a part of you behind it. A BIG PART especially when someone out there unexpctedly touched you profoundly in ways that couldn’t have otherwise transpired anywhere else.

But there’s no other place like home. I got home, my dogs greeted me to tears. Unconditional love tlaga nakaktouch noh. I missed everything here. I missed your phone calls too, dude, but now there… to make it up to you I’ll send you SOME from my trip (stories and some pasalubong.. darn dude, it’s so expensive there i couldn’t really afford it but I tried. think about this: taxi cab from queens to manhattan cost us 56dollars! that’s almost a tuition fee??? or something? a celphone? ewan basta pamatay! the cheapest that i can remember was a 99cent store with rubbish things in it.. hahahah!!! even street hotdogs in queens cost about 3 dollars! if you ask me, ppl here, even in low jobs are earning high- but the irony is, it is still not enough. just as my cuzin joel said- a beautiful city has a big price to pay.

POV of my New Home

Posted on June 3, 2006 by c3sla-v.
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My new home sits atop the houses, overlooking the sky line and the city of a distant shore. It was the city of dreams beside my cyan decorated "azure" or "blue feel" room. My room was filled with the waves of the ocean, the heaven snatched and the sky’s mere reflection. Blue vase-like lamps with artsy scribblings, together with a plate frame holding pics of me in Hollywood and Universal Studio. Next to the memories are empty blue frames of abstract textures. The tv sits next to an implanted life size dresser. The tv was atop with fuzzy creatures from East Coast USA (remnants of 6 flags) and below it was a time line memories of my youth- from my promenade, grad ball, graduation souveniers, my brother’s wedding, my niece’s baby shower and my lost dreams kept in a capsule… Behind it was my collection of books- from my days to the Lord, Chickensoup, Devotionals and the wonderful book I read at New York- Tuesdays with Morrie. The shelf was an unlimited collection of classics that I’ve read and have not read. All of which has beckon me to sit next to my blue thinking chair accompanied by two blue huge pillows. Atop my bed wall hangs the angel that guides me even back then at old home. The newness of the desk supporting an LCD computer promises a worthwhile hours of fun with my copies of games and mp3s. Beside the study and LCD table was my childhood vanity table- shimmering with crystal and blue, supporting my hair accessories on a translucid blue vase, black hair combs on a silver holder, a twinkling blue treasure box and heart shaped paraphenalia containers, a fuzzy doll and hairy things keeping the mirror at a good view… This was my bedroom. Though it was only my room, not yet mentioning how the aura on the living room (with the surround system LCD), the marbled kitchen with the equisite dining table, the crystal wall containing souveneirs from our travels all over the world and various chandelairs with 3 kinds of lighting per switch… What I loved about my room was the view outside my full lenght glass window that goes through my balcony. Outside was an endless possibility, a reachable sky and a dream come true. Atlas, a home I dreamt, a grandeur, a reality of a blessing, a reality of a triumph… and every time I get to have a chance to see the sky at my hazy blue room- I always feel thankful of it. I thank God for it. I thank God for the new home I’m blessed with.

**NOTE**

i have not completely moved though since we are still working on the cable and phone lines. With this, i’m still residing at my old house while the dolls are sent to the laundry drier… Perhaps the dolls would soon be placed on its place soon…